{"id":61,"date":"2016-01-07T22:09:06","date_gmt":"2016-01-07T22:09:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/deadsquirrelpro.com\/sethpen\/?page_id=61"},"modified":"2016-01-07T22:09:06","modified_gmt":"2016-01-07T22:09:06","slug":"an-ashamed-and-desperate-lovers-selfish-confession","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/deadsquirrelpro.com\/sethpen\/poetry\/an-ashamed-and-desperate-lovers-selfish-confession\/","title":{"rendered":"An Ashamed and Desperate Lover&#8217;s Selfish Confession"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>By chance we met at a dance<\/p>\n<p>and got along like old friends.<\/p>\n<p>We fit like interlocked hands,<\/p>\n<p>like tight pants, we were soul twins.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>No dispute, never argued,<\/p>\n<p>all that we wanted we had.<\/p>\n<p>With both our minds, and hearts too,<\/p>\n<p>we loved each other like mad.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Then, one night, I betrayed her<\/p>\n<p>and this poisonous mistake<\/p>\n<p>turned me into her jailer<\/p>\n<p>for the choice of love is fake.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>So now here we are, both trapped<\/p>\n<p>between the love and the fear,<\/p>\n<p>too scared to lose what we had<\/p>\n<p>and hoping the love\u2019s still here.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>But I believe that it is,<\/p>\n<p>for if not my breath\u2019s worthless.<\/p>\n<p>Without her, I don\u2019t exist<\/p>\n<p>for what\u2019s life without purpose?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>By chance we met at a dance and got along like old friends. We fit like interlocked hands, like tight pants, we were soul twins. &nbsp; No dispute, never argued, all that we wanted we had. With both our minds, and hearts too, we loved each other like mad. &nbsp; Then, one night, I betrayed &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/deadsquirrelpro.com\/sethpen\/poetry\/an-ashamed-and-desperate-lovers-selfish-confession\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;An Ashamed and Desperate Lover&#8217;s Selfish Confession&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":46,"menu_order":4,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-61","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/deadsquirrelpro.com\/sethpen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/61","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/deadsquirrelpro.com\/sethpen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/deadsquirrelpro.com\/sethpen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/deadsquirrelpro.com\/sethpen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/deadsquirrelpro.com\/sethpen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=61"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/deadsquirrelpro.com\/sethpen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/61\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":62,"href":"https:\/\/deadsquirrelpro.com\/sethpen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/61\/revisions\/62"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/deadsquirrelpro.com\/sethpen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/46"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/deadsquirrelpro.com\/sethpen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=61"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}